(...i like to use this as my venting place...)
I'm not sure exactly what it is i need to vent about...or how to put it into words exactly how I feel...Just all week I've felt like there's been something bothering me and weighing me down...i'm not sure what it is...or if I'm jsut sick of school and need a break or what...
I have that feeling...
-Where it's difficult to breathe
-i have that lump in the back of my throat
-my nose is tingly...ya know...like when you feel like crying.
-and all I want is a hug.
...it doesn't help when I dream of scenarios that I know won't happen like.."oh..maybe after his meeting he'll surprise me and stay here for the night..."
I'm so foolish.
I miss him so much when I'm not with him.
Ok. I'll stop being emo...i just needed a cry/vent.
Goodnight.
